How can this even happen?!
So frustrated with myself right now.
I though I let you go already, but it seems like I haven’t. This is not good.
NOT GOOD. AT. ALL.
the interview went pretty well! the person who interviewed me said I was a really good kid and that I’ll definitely hear back from her soon. She just needs to hand in the applications to her boss. I HOPE I GET THIS JOB!!! >x<
Feels like my life has just come to an abrupt end. It’s not though, since I’m still breathing and all, but I got no purpose.
I used to think that all I needed to do to live on was to follow rules and live with society, but FUCK no. It’s not like that at all. I realize that what I’m missing right now is a connection with my friends.
Honestly, being away from Amherst or college, is really taking a toll on my social life. It’s difficult to communicate with them, if only one person at all, and I hate myself right now. There is nothing going on and I know I need to make something happen. This really